weird me!

There are many, still this post is five things that makes me super weird,

1.   1.  I wonder where does the fashion bone in my body lies? I can forgive myself for being blind to foot wear trends n all, my best friend every time she visits me goes through panic attacks watching my ‘growing dirtier every moment’ three year old sandals, n might be the only pair I have for outdoors! But I love cloths that literally droop lifelessly on me! My mother freaks out by the face I make when asked for shoppingL

2.   2. I dream of turning into vegan, fast like for a month, starve myself and depend only on fruits n soya milk…n I have no intention of going as skinny as Natalie Portman in black swan, yet WEIRD you say! May be I want my carbon footprint to be minuscule…

3.   3.  I bury my anger into sobs n sobs into bathroom…both sobs n bathroom play a vital role in emotional life!

4.   4.Hereby I say n accept I m the most unpractical human being I ever have come across…all my decisions weigh whether I feel its right or not! People would say ‘do you think its gonna be right?’ ‘if that’s a huge risk?’ ‘what can be the consequences?’ I just ask myself ‘does it feel ok?’ n dive into the waters, n I have screwed up a lot, but when I pretended I am THE PRACTICAL GIRL  I was miserable, now its time I accept the reality.

5.     5. I can never say ‘sorry I was wrong’ or ‘please be thr for me’ I mean it takes all my guts to say this, if I ever said that or tried to convey that, u definitely mean a world to me…I am emotionally act numb person with over sensitive corners beneath the surface…