one hell of a day:)

Its normal to be mad at everything around when you have a really back paining night sleeping on a couch…to add to the disgust, its your big BIRTHDAY!!

Story of my life, my birthday has been a great disappointment all my school life, something you pay for being born at the wrong time of the year(summer vacations!!),

So I wrote in my diary the following points yester night:-
1. you are not gonna expect anything out of the blue..

2.you won't be angry if people forget your birthday, its ok!

3.don't mope around waiting for lightning to strike or some miracle to happen, or some amazing story associated to this day…

Last year I was sorta alone, except my best friend joined me and I remember one of the most adorable memory of my life, sitting on a park bench, songs plugged in, resting in peace…

She wasn't around this time:(

Two of my friends I was deadly hoping to see could possibly be busier…

It unfurled in a way this morning that probably I was alone, honestly, disgustingly n restlessly alone…

All my hopes dropped to negative,

After 3pm something pretty great happened!

My friend who should have been going somewhere came, yeah just for five minutes….

But doesn't the whole thing counts?

Instantly I was smiling, n I do remember my cuz messing up my room, power cut, even the humidity n shitty weather….but those few moments made my day!

When I see those people I was stranger to few months before, I am almost delighted how great I screwed up... Sometimes its not about reaching there, its about the journey…u mite discover beautiful people n true friends who could come all the way just to brighten up your day:)

The perfect touch to my day was a letter I received from my friend I was missing a lot….

Now when I am writing today's diary, I am happy, contented n looking back to it all 'yeah god ur plans are better then mine!':)

Thank you guys for everything….